Loving you is forever

By azumi

Care and love are everything you can give

Even if you know that I’m possessive

Even though you’re an opposite of me

Still you love me much tenderly

Having you here in my arms

But still my eyes can’t see

Even though I know I’m not your only love

Still love you without a time span

Sometimes you have doubts on me

In somebody’s arms you say I want to be

Maybe this feeling is so wrong

Because your love for me is not strong

Thanks for the love you gave me

Thanks for the care you showed me

Even though this love won’t go any further

Remember, my love for you is forever

Think of it

By azumi

Did you know that you’re always in my mind?

That I can’t sleep every night

Thinking of you foe is very hard

Coz it makes me so sad

Every time I see you

With that girl by your side

It kills me inside

But I can’t tell what I want

Coz that girl you want

I always want to forget my feelings

But I can’t help but falling

I want to forget you but it’s too late

Coz you’re with that girl I always hate

I’m sorry

By azumi

I know that I hurt you so much

Losing you make me miss your kiss and touch

Out of love is just the same of being lonely

Voice of yours is all I want to here to be happy

Exerting too much love, gives me hope that your

Always be around

Your love, child love, puppy love

Others say that you’re not my true love

Under, above and inside my heart, I know you’ll always

Be forever in my hearth

Kisses that are very sweet, hugs that is so tight

Remembering the things that are lose to fight

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done

Surely my love for you will never gone

Through the hour and days that you’re not with me

Every second I always think that you’ll be happy

Letting go of you is just not easy coz it’s easier to be loved

Than to be happy

Mad world

By azumi

For all the problems I am facing now

I don’t know how to survive

Coz all I know

I don’t want this life

I’m always here in this mad world

Always thinking of nothing

Wondering why I’m here

And convincing myself I don’t belong here

I have no one to talk to

And I really know what to do

But all I know is

I just want myself to be happy

But why I can’t get out

In this world full of madness

I want to find a way out

Coz in this world I’m so depressed

I just tried

azumi

I tried not to have this foolish feeling

But I can’t stop myself on you from falling

Every time I remember your precious smiling

That I wish I’m the one who is receiving

I tried to hide my feelings for you

But when your there, don’t know what to do

If I will stay or walk away from you

But I always blushed like my cheeks always do

Because of that my friends already knew

That I’m always hiding at you

I tried to denied but they make me always do

That my feeling was unfortunately true

I tried to hate myself from doing this thing

From falling at a guy that I’m always be thinking

But I can’t blame myself for what I am doing

Coz my heart is the one that keeps on loving

I tried to forget you out of my mind

But you’re the one I’m just thinking every time

How can I forget you out of my mind?

If you got the characteristic I don’t know where to find

Now I’m tried remembering all of that

I tried not to be tired but now all I got

Is the pain that keeps, hurting me a lot?

That if I NOT just TRY, but do all of that.

‘Coz now I knew that you have your one

The one you love in your heart and mind

It really, really hurts seeing you every time

With that girl you know a friend of mine

But the worst of all things that really hurt me

Is that I’m not the perfect girl that why you do not love me

Cause your ideal girl is not as simple as like me

But a super lovely beautiful girl that I know I can’t be

I tried not to be hurt but can’t forget the day we were together

I’m just trying not to be hurt, and doing stop, deny, forget and hate

It’s really hard to PRETEND that I’m ok

And stop blaming myself everyday

Coz I just tried to realize that I’m TRYING is the perfect way

But doing all of that is the best way.

MINSAN lang toh…

Azumi

Minsan dumating sa buhay ko ang tulad mo

Naghatid ng kakaibang pagibig sa puso ko

Magkaiba man ang anyo ng ating mundo

Itoy hindi naging hadlang upang ikay ibigin ko

At nasambit ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko

Minahal kita at minahal mo rin ako

Sabay tayong humabi ng mga pangarap at pangako

Magtatagal ang pag ibig tanging ikaw lang at ako

Ngunit anong sakit ang ipinadama mo

Lahat ng iyon ay nawala lamang at napako

Dahil ikaw ay naging salawahan

Ako ngay nagawa mong pagtaksilan

Pinaasa mo lamang ako at sinaktan

Anong nagawa ko bakit akoy iyong pinahirapan

Lahat ng pangako mo ay akin nalang kinalimutan

Sa iyo ko unang nadama ang kaba sa dibdib

Ikaw din ang nagdulot ng kirot sa aking dibdib

Naging Masaya ako sayo noong unang magtagpo

Ikaw ang naging kaligayahan at kasawian ko

Sakit man ang idinulot mo sa damdamin

Itoy magsisilbing wakas sa atin

Sapagkat ikay isang masamang panaginip

Na walang kakapuntahan

Kasawiay sasapitin

Wala nako magagawa kundi ang tanggapin

Na ikay para sa kanya at di para sa akin

Dinadalangin ko na lamang

Sa aking paggising

Pagmulat ng mata liwanag ang kapiling.

Paasa ka tsk.!!

Azumi

Kapag ikay nakikita ngiti saking mata

Nawawala ang lungkot pag ikay nadarama

Atensyon moy sakin nakaabang

Walang iba kasama kundi ako lamang

Alam kong hindi ka sa akin

At akoy hindi sayo

Sapagkat nakaraan natiy nawala at naglaho

Ano nagyari bakit nagkaganito

Ikay bumalik ba upang paasahin lang ako?

Tuwing nakikita tayo ng iba

Kakaibang tamis iyong pinakikita

Bakit ganito ang aking nadarama

Tibok ng pusoy kabog ang nadarama

Sanay hindi kanalang nagbalik

Kung ako rin ay iyong lilisananin

Sanay isa kanalang panaginip

Ng ang damdamin koy hindi na mawaglit

Ooh Ano itong ipinakikita sa akin

Wala akong basehan sa nagyayari sa atin

Pagibig moy ipinababatid sa akin

Ito bay isang pain sa puso kong umiibig

Sinta ko wag mo akong pahirapan

Lahat ginawa upang ikay paligayahin

Ngunit anong iginanti

Pahirap sa damdamin

Akoy namulat sa masamang panaginip

Na ikaw kaylan may hindi na magiging akin

Sapagkat nasambit sa akin

Na mas mahal mo sya kaysa sa akin

Mapait na alala

Na ikay nakilala

Kakalimutan buburahin sa alala

Para ang puso ay maging Masaya

Sa piling ng taong nakatadhana para sakin.

haaay.... buhay nga naman...

SAYANG

azumi

Nang ikaw ay dumating sa piling ko

Kakaibang ligaya ang hatid mo

Sapagkat nadama ang pagibig na hanap ko

Na sayo lamang nadama giliw ko

Pag ikay titingin ngiti sayong mata

Nagbibigay buhay sa patay kong kaluluwa

Nadama kakaibang ligaya

Na dulot ng mapait na alala

Lahat ng yon ay aking nakita

Sa nagiisang ayin na aking nakilala

Sana noon pa dumating kana

Ng ang puso koy sayo napunta

Noong una inis ang nadama

Sapagkat aking kaibigay iyong nakilala

Nagging malapit sa isat isa

At nasambit sa akin na FALLING ka sa kanya

Pakiramdam ko noon tanging inis

Ngunit di nagtagal saya sa damdamin

Dahil alam kong kayoy nagmamahalan

Na tanging hiling koy kayoy magkatuluyan

Ngunit di nagtagal kayoy naghiwalay

Na hindi mawari ang pinang galingan

Ikay lumuha sa aking harapan

Na hindi mo alam akoy nasasaktan

Ikay bumalik sa piling ko sinta

Ngunit ikay binaliwala pinabayaan sa twina

Akoy nagging salawahan sa puso g iba

Upang kasawian ay dina madama

Ngunit akoy nabigo

Pag ibig sa ibay nasayang at napako

Sanay ikaw nalang ang minahal ng puso

Upang ang puso ay dina dumugo

Ngayon ikaw nagbago

Pagibig sa iyo ay hindi naglaho

Pag ibig mo kaya ay naroon?

Sa puso ko kabyak ng yong puso……